Assalamu'alaikum. It's been quite a while since I last posted an entry, eh? Yep, been busy myself with loads of things to juggle with. As good as a circumstancial evidence, I've been always seen in black and white lately. So much so that I didn't get to change into other than white hijab, for instance even after office hour (read : Night). The very least that I could do was layering my white blouse with a pashmina to add some color or putting on blue jeans and striking sneakers. Well, I hope I have proved a point somehow. Now you know how bad I need an excuse for not updating this blog. ^_^
Should have opted for much brighter pashmina, but I really felt like using soft color that day.
Otherwise looking very formal, in black and white. Anyways, at the airport last two nights when I went rather sporty, I learnt a lesson in a hard way about relationship. It's how bad you want it to work or simply walk off, with a very thin line separating your rights and needs and what comes in between. It's about fighting for your future and holding to what you have in present from falling off to pieces. It's about not letting the past to ruin what you have in store. It's about understanding your own feelings and making others understand just the same. It's a battle not to lose for you just don't have a choice not to win. It's your love your life your chance. It's worth fighting for, when you know you fight in the right course. When you fight for and because of Allah. It's called survival. Or even jihad, for that matter.
Thank you Allah for keeping me right on the ground. Duly checked and tested and hopefully passed. Thank you for sending me ways to always be reminded of my weaknesses as a human. Thank you for this love this life this chance. Allahu Musta'an. Ameen.
- Nai at Tak Pe Je.