Salam. This entry has been under construction quite awhile. It weighs pretty heavy within my chest, that's why. It's about Allah's Wills. Like it or not, everything that happens in this entire Universe is subject to His Wills. Even evil deeds. Whoever commits crime of course due to one's own weaknesses and motivated by Syaitan. But it's Allah who allows it to happen. He Listens to all of us, Grants our wishes, good or bad. Yet of course rewards and punishments await ahead.
We most of the time might think it's just not fair. Why on earth we get attacked by those with dark hearts when we don't even lay a finger on their lives? But that's why there's Jannah and there's Hell.
So, whenever we feel like exploding or worse, do take some time to say istighfar. As much as we hate those things to ever happen to us, try to remember that they wouldn't have happened had Allah never allowed them to. There must be some reasons why. We might not see the blessing now for all we see is the disguise. Let's just take them as a series of tests. Once passed, we'd move to the next level of Iman.
And I'm telling all this to myself, actually. Since I decided to embrace such an approach, I've found more rooms for happiness inside. But of course there are times when I just can't take it anymore I feel like bombing those who're so mean to me for no obvious reasons. That only makes me human. That proves I'm not a robot.
Then again, I always go back to the basic that Allah Will Not Test Anybody Unless It's Within The Capacity of That Person. So, I'd go like, well, if Allah Thinks I'm fit for this test, then He Knows Best. Who am I to even beg to differ?
That's it, folks. Thanks for reading this. Just to let something out of the drawers of my heart.
Much love, TPJ.